4 years ago today in Yei Part 2

When we heard that hell, accompanied by his brother death had arrived Juba and Khartoum, I began to pack a few needful items together. Most foreigners did. The shortest route to the border was in our thoughts but no one said a word about that. Killings, lootings, burn fires and riots raged in Juba and Khartoum.
 
But Yei was quiet, except for occasional gun shots from here and there.  No one was killed in Yei, though a few foreigners who looked like  Arabs lost a few items. They took shelter at the police station.

I was folding a shirt when Mama Rebecca Garang’s voice came on BBC radio. She spoke well, trying to stop the tension that was already out of control in many parts of the country.   She asked the people to be calm and law abiding and to not jeopardize the peace they’d fought so hard to achieve.  People did listen to her words of encouragement and it paid off in some areas.   But over 60 people had been killed by that  time and many more were to follow within the week.

All week long, the radio station was playing only martial music.  I have never seen so many people grieve so deeply all my life.  You’d not see so many people gathered and suddenly there’s no reason to laugh or even smile.  No one dared a joke only tears flowed. What would be so funny at a time like this?  I imagined how much the war had formed the emotions and ideas in  the minds of those that lived through it.

The next day, the church leaders in Yei called the people together for prayers and many turned up at the Freedom Square.  I was there.  Though it turned out to be too religious for my liking the act was a noble one by the church leaders.  I was glad to see that the Church in Yei commanded the respect of the soldiers and the general public. Truly, we achieve more as a team with well defined goals.  We were at that meeting when news came that the body of the late leader will be taken to a few key towns so that his people can pay last respects.

When the body arrived Yei around 10.45am on the 3rd of August; a cry like I’ve never heard before filled the air with true human sorrow and love for our lost leader.  A few people fainted and where carried off to the general hospital which was a stone throw away.  Men and women wept freely, even some soldiers couldn’t hold back.  I wept too, not because I knew the man,  but the pain expressed by so many people around me brought tears to my eyes.  They loved this man and the dreams of a new reality that he wanted to bring to the people.

Unknown to many of us that day, over 1,500 soldiers all fully armed, with armored tanks and all manner of combat gear and vehicles were on their way to Yei from Uganda to grace the occasion. Their mission was to give their President, Yoweri Museveni of Uganda maximum projection.  He was a personal friend to the late leader and due to the circumstances surrounding the death of his friend, he needed to come to Yei to clear the air.  In the heart of some people, he was a suspect. He’d not fly into Sudan for obvious reasons.  He opted to travel with his wife by road into Yei.  It was a sight.

The setting was grand for speech making and we heard a few.  I personally admired the wife of the late Dr. Garang.  I heard she was a very senior officer in the SPLA (Sudan Peoples’ Liberation Army).  So I was looking at a woman who commanded troops alongside her husband for years in the bush.  Her composure was awesome and motivating all at the same time.  “SPLA Oye! SPLA Oye!!”.  She greeted her comrades and moved the crowd with passionate oratory.

On that day, I concluded that the civil war was far more than a South vs North, Christian vs Muslim or African vs Arab war.  I’m strongly persuaded that it was and still to this day is a Light vs Darkness war.  God’s quest for global worship was at the crux of battle.  His will and hunger for hot worship from all tribes can only be delayed the noise and rumors of war through out the countries.  On this day, so many stopped and cried to hear the true words of peace.  Today, you could tell that our leader’s death was not in vain.

During that week, a Sudanese commentator speaking via BBC radio on the tragedy in land said, “…if this happened in the olden days, several young men would go into the forest unarmed and wrestle wild animals to the death in honor of their hero.”  I was shocked.  I reflected on this statement for weeks. I still do.

Dr. John Garang De Mabior is a national hero in Sudan.  His photo adorns many government offices, shops and homes until today that is.  But he’s gone and yet the peoples of Sudan are still searching and longing for the Hero.  The One whose vision for them is not temporal but eternal. Surrounded by thousands of Sudanese on that ground, I made a promise to God, to introduce this people to the real Hero. The One whom great heroes bow to and say, “You alone is worthy!!!”

What is the hope of Sudan today?  Where will this nation be in 10 or 20 years time? What kind of church will we have here then?  What kind of leaders will lead then?

What can I (we) do today to make a difference in Sudan tomorrow?

Think of the orphans, the women and vast majority that can’t read nor write.  There’s something you can do.  This land is awash with opportunities that will surprise you.  Think of God’s healing for this nation and  how you can be a part of it.
 
Think of a visit soon.  We cannot do it alone, please let me know your questions, your heart felt desires and the calling you feel.

4 years ago today Part 1

We were two weeks into the Bible School which was going really good. Our big banner inviting interested students still hung outside by the main gate. It spoke of serious business and we really prepared for it. But no one could have ever imagined the event of 31st July 2005 and what was to follow.

It was the worst non combat event in the nation of Sudan in recent memory, especially for Southerners. We woke on Monday morning August 1, 2005, to the news that the presidential chopper boarded by Dr. John Garang De Mabior from Entebbe, Uganda to Juba, the captial of South Sudan was missing. The aircraft belonged to President Musevni of Uganda.

Dr. John Garang was the visionary leader of South Sudan. He had successfully led his people in the south through a most gruesome civil war against the northern government. The Comprehensive Peace Agreement (CPA) was secured and signed on 9th January 2005, marking the end of the war.

The radios from everywhere were loud; every listener was engaged, waiting for their fears to be allayed. Pastor Stanley walked into my room and sat down. We exchanged morning greetings and nothing more. No one was talking much. Everybody was listening and pondering. Can it be true?

By 10am, it was official. Dr. John Garang is dead. The SPLA soldiers had found the crash site in a mountainous range in Sudan and recovered his body with that of his 8 aides and the 7 crew members. He was sworn in as the country’s first Vice President and the President of South Sudan; just three weeks before his death.

Sadness engulfed us. Sporadic gun shots rang out from several quarters. The anger in the air was thick but more than that was the fear. Many foreigners ran for cover to the UN compound. Others gathered in groups to pray and plan.

I needed to contact my family and mobilize prayers immediately. Yei had a cell phone company that operated an analog system that allowed users to call out but not receive from other networks but its own. I folded my flight ticket into my international passport, pocketed it and made my way to the telecom company. It ran an internet café and the Manager was my friend. But that day, nobody was anybody’s friend. I managed to sneak into the café and send a quick email to my dear wife.

But the telecommunication equipment was faulty so people could not make calls. This further worsened the madness brewing in the heads of some soldiers that needed to communicate with their commanders. Some threatened to burn down the telecom office if they returned and their “one-way” cell phones were still not working. I knew it was time to return to our base.

I arrived the base to notice an AK-47 in my room. “Who owns this?” I inquired.

“It’s ours,” said the security guard, a beloved disciple.

“Ours?” “Who is ours… you mean we have a gun here?”

“Yes, every home has at least one. Some have many.”

It was my first time to handle an AK-47 rifle and even have the opportunity of firing it, though I didn’t. I admired it and it felt really good. For a brief second I felt different holding it. Believe me there’s something about that deadly weapon the oozes confidence.

Then, I asked the young man, “Can you imagine how many people this thing has killed?” Without attempting to answer, he took the gun from me, walked outside and let off a few rounds.

“I thought we had discussed spending some time to pray about this situation?” I was trying to recover from the shock the bangs of the shots had sent through my being. “We should show good example to our neighbors…”

He cuts in, “Uche, you pray and we watch. That is how, we’ll survive.”

I didn’t see the need to argue with him.

But should a Christian use a gun for self defense?  Or simply trust the Lord and the words of the Bible?

[Defining moments of that week in Part 2]

How I lost my cell phone

My trip back to Kampala from Yei last week was challenging to say the least. Since I was to travel to Kampala with the same transport company that lost the Bibles, for security reasons, therefore,  I chose to go through Arua, instead of Koboko, to catch the bus going to Kampala. My “friends” in Koboko,  were still trying to provide answers to my missing Bibles. I hear they want to pay for them.

I arrived Arua rather late but in time for my trip to Kampala. As I waited for my bag to be searched, I made a few local calls with my cell phone. Custom officers at the bus station search every luggage for contraband goods and whenever a bag is opened, every eye around is looking to see what’s in it; what’s in your bag tells your story.

I boarded the bus early so I could get a space for my carry-on. I placed the bag right over me in the roof rack and took my seat. I felt ready for the long ride. Suddenly, I remembered I’d not locked the bag after it was searched so I got up and locked it.

The guy whose seat was in front of mine came in after me. He was a young man in his mid-twenties I guess. He tried to force his bag in beside mine, but the space was too small. The opposite rack was free but instead of taking it, he quickly dropped his bag on his seat and dashed out of the bus. He didn’t get back until after 6minutes or so. At that time, I was already searching for the cellphone.  Some kind lady suggested I tell her the number so she could call it.

“Pity ma, I can’t remember the number. I don’t use it often…”

I’m now on my knees looking under the seats and feeling very silly with my last response. This was no cheap cell phone. It was a gift, and a good one too, bearly 3months old. With 61 passengers waiting for me, I ran off to where I sat at the lounge maybe I left it there. Pity!

Finally, I gave up, sat down and began to think. Then I remembered. I had it with me when I was locking my bag. I kept it beside the bag in the roof rack while locking it and this guy in front of me was the only one to go there and he acted really strange when he was trying to place his bag beside mine. Did he see the cell phone there, take it and dash off to turn it off outside? I leaned forward and asked him. He denied. After much thought, I was convinced he had it.

I started thinking of my options. I settled to let him go but not without a counsel. I must say something that he won’t forget too soon, a sentence that could lead him to Jesus. But my mind was blank. Anger was not letting me think or even pray. I thought of offering him the spare battery and the charger as parting gifts.

When we entered Kampala; he signaled he’s getting off before the terminus. When he did, I followed him. He had something in the trunk and demanded it; I stood by, waiting for the conductor to give him his stuff before giving him mine. To my shock, it was a brand new bow with several arrows, which he’d purchased at one of our stops, where arts and crafts are sold.

I quietly entered the bus and kept my final words and gifts to myself. Wisdom told me I was beaten. The stakes were higher now and I’m not going to heaven on this guy’s terms. He can keep the phone.

I now know why self-control is the last fruit listed in Gal 5:23; it takes the longest time to mature.

Witch doctors exposed and expelled

What strikes you when you hear words like witchcraft,
voodoo, native doctor and the likes? Depending on your worldview, you might experience a range of emotions: maybe fear, horror, anger, or even outright denial. Is it occultism,
supernatural powers, manipulation, magic, tricks? We are all free to choose what to believe or
feel.  Witchcraft as a tradition is
accepted and practiced in many parts of the world, Sudan inclusive. But the
leaders of Yei have had enough.

 
So on the 16th of July, 2009, 11 witch doctors
were arrested by the police in Yei and paraded publicly for the entire town to
see at the Freedom Square. I was there and gladly so too. It was a spectacle of
sorts. Their charms and other materials were burned and the foreigners among
them deported.  
 
There was joy in town but
this is not spiritual revival yet. Until their victims begin to confess and
repent publicly too, there’s not much to celebrate.

These men and many others who escaped have played god in
Yei for too long. Calling themselves weird names with Dr. attached, feeding on
the pains and insecurities of people, they promise to cure all manner of
illnesses including the dreaded HIV/AIDS.  Charms for protection from accidents and gun
shots during war, love portions, conception concoctions, wealth armlets and deadly
poisons are some of their bestsellers.

So, what led to their arrest? 

A man who wanted instant riches consulted one of these
men recently and he was told to bring his wife as a sacrifice to the shrine. That too absurd for him to imagine, much less do. So he reported to the police,
who immediately began to investigate. They discovered more than they thought
possible. One sad discovery was the picture of a young girl hanging on the wall
in the home of one of these witch doctors with a “prayer request” attached to
it. It was from someone that wanted her dead. The witch doctor was contracted to
execute the job for a fee. This and other weird findings triggered their arrest. Sadly, some escaped.

People who feel cursed or bewitched come to our church regularly
asking for deliverance. Their stories are always of torments, spiritual harassment,
unexplained illnesses, pain, and of course, the fear of death.

It’s unfortunate to imagine that some of the victims
of these crooks were hurting people, who may have at some time come to the
church, seeking help? People that need the love, assurance and protection the
gospel provides. They may have sat beside us some time ago in our church,
unnoticed. They may be neighbors, hoping we’d connect or visit.

Could it be that God was too slow and uncertain for them?
God acts in His own ways and time.

Are they still held hostage by the devil because the
gospel has not been preached to them with the demonstration of God’s power, which we claim to possess?
 

What do you think?

Mubarrak was a Muslim, but found Jesus

My vision of a greater, godly and glorious Sudan, flowing with news of signs and wonders in the name of Jesus received a major thrust with the testimony of 19 year old Mubarrak, a secondary school student and a member of our church. He’s the only Christian in a large Muslim family among an unreached people group; the Turum from the Nuba Mountains of Sudan.
 
He gave his life to Jesus in May 2008 during the course of our ministry. This is how it happened.
 
He saw one of his friends also a native of the Nuba Mountains coming to our Bible study class and asked if he could come along. He and the friend quietly joined the class that evening. When I finished teaching the class and we started praying, he ran away.I mean he took off.
 
Later he met his friend and asked, “Why did everybody start talking and some shouting at the same time like that?”
“We were praying.”
“Is that how you people pray?” He asked.
“Yes.”
 
After a few more visits, he asked to be led to Christ, and Pastor Stanley, the Director of the Ministry, led him to Jesus. He got a Bible and according to his friends, he was reading it like the only book in the world.  Within a few months, Mubarrak was preaching in the FM radio station and sharing his faith. His first day in church after receiving Jesus was a day to remember.
 
As first timers introduced themselves, he got up and said, “My name is Mubarrak, I’m from the Nuba, I was once a Muslim but I’m now a Christian.” The church roared with applause and ululations. I recall his posture and the boldness with which he spoke that morning. I felt heaven come down.
 
He is one of my good examples of a passionate disciple hungry for the glory of God in all things. His witness is a challenge to those that once knew him as a smoker of marijuana, a drunk, a fornicator…

He came into my room few days ago and told me to pray for him as was returning to the Nuba to see his family. His goal is to preach Christ to them. He earnestly covets our prayers. His friends here tell me he may not be allowed to return to Yei because of his faith in Jesus. Persecution is inevitable.

With disciples like Mubarrak raised from the South, I believe our vision to reach the rest of Sudan with the gospel is achievable in our time.
 
Please as you watch and listen to this short video clip, join me to pray for Mubarrak.

It gets lonesome here sometimes

Yesterday morning, I was amusing myself that I’ve not looked into
a mirror in almost 3weeks… my hair needs attention; my mustache seems to be
coiling beyond acceptable boundaries and my nails look really bad, especially my toes nails… ugly. Sharp
objects are needed for all those. Home is the place to be now, the place for care,
love, rest, fun, gist and play.
 
This place gets quite staid sometimes. Some days, I
have to force fun out of tense moments to keep sane. Death and its agents love to
steal simple things as smiles and laughter from us too frequently.

Anyway, my cell phone rings; It’s my awesome wife.

“Hello darl!” I answered, surprised. It’s too earlier for her to call. It’s 3am back home.

“Hi darling, Othniel’s is very sick and we are in the
hospital. Ed’s not feeling well too. He’s on several medications. It’s crazy at work…” On and on and on…

[Silence]

“Hello!”

“Hello darl, are you still there, can you hear me?”

Hello!!??” I could hear her loud and clear. The tension in her
voice cracks the wall of my fortress.

“I’m here darl.” I answered slowly, wishing I wasn’t.

“I just wanted you to know what’s going on. All’s well. We’ll
be fine…”

“Amen! We’ll be praying for you all.”

We exchange the usual I love yous and miss yous… and she’s
gone.

“God, I need something extra for today, more grace, more everything, to remain logical and focused.” I wasn’t saying these words, I was just thinking then.

This was one of those days I wished I wasn’t here but then
again, I wished home was as blissful and serene as the place my weak limbs and
tired mind will love to return to. As I prayed, I recall we’ve been on this path before, but it’s never a familiar one.

Brother Paul said,
2Cor 4:8 We are often troubled, but not crushed; sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
2Cor 4:9  there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend; and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
2Cor 4:10  At all times we carry in our mortal bodies the death of Jesus, so that his life also may be seen in our bodies.
2Cor 4:11  Throughout our lives we are always in danger of death for Jesus’ sake, in order that      his life may be seen in this mortal body of ours. (Good News Bible)
Yes, God is never worried about our challenges, He allows and uses them for his glory.
 
[Thanks for your prayers guys… all’s calm now;]

Come to Bible School and get paid

It seemed like a shame that after 3 months of Bible School in July 2005, which
we started with 44 students though 55 registered to participate, only 6
students graduated in the end, despite the good publicity we gave it. What
contributed to the steady decline of the students was unknown to us until few
weeks before the end. The remaining students at the time were around 9 and out
of worry and a measure of sadness I must confess,
I posed this question to the class.

“Why have many of our
friends stopped coming to class?”

The reasons given were diverse, from having other programs,
to long distance footing and others too flimsy to consider. But one reason
stood out and it really shocked me.

Someone said, “… many of us started coming because we thought
it will be like the one conducted by that Kawaja (white man) who paid students in
the Bible school weekly. There was tea and even lunch.”

“He paid the students for doing what?” I asked.

“Every student was paid 40,000ugsh ($20) weekly to attend the
Bible school.”

I was not sure I heard him right, so I asked again, “you
mean the Kawaja paid his students money so they could attend the
Bible school?”

The entire class now shouted “Yes!!”  Their loud affirmation was a statement and a question wrapped together; “why are you not
doing the same… we are disappointed.” Pastor Stanley, the Director of our Bible
School confirmed to me that a ministry ran by a foreigner in Yei few years ago actually
paid students who attended the Bible School.

Then Peter stood up and said, “I didn’t know about that. I
came here to learn about God and I think my life has changed since I started
coming here.”

His words seemed to calm the class a bit. In fact I thought
they’d be ashamed to admit such a thing as coming to school for the money. But their faces didn’t reflect shame in
any way. Somehow it seemed they were asking for their right. It never crossed my mind that someone could be paid to come for Bible
School and worse still, just come because of the money. Considering the cost we incurred
on the materials we gave freely to the students which included notebooks and
pens, paying them too was unthinkable.

The class ended with much noise. I was not surprised. It was
a sad evening for me. I needed to think. Could this be a good thing? What are the
gains? Why did that guy pay them? What did he achieve after all? Why did
he stop? Where is he now? Where are those his students today? These questions seemed to be falling on me like
rocks.

I still lack the courage to totally condemn this guy’s
approach to discipleship, given that the nation was at war, people were hungry and could not farm or work and yet had their families to feed and protect. But I have learned from working here that
though you can’t compete with FREE, the premium placed on the free goods or
services may most likely be grossly misunderstood and abused by the
beneficiaries if it’s not God-driven.

Freebies mentality (refugee thinking) is alive and well here. It’s an insidious killer that first
binds and blinds its victims before destroying their dignity and value for
labor.
 
If the purpose of a thing is unknown or unclear, abuse is inevitable. What do you think?

A bright destiny: The testimony of a disciple

When Peter Mazedi joined our Bible School, he was shy and
rather too reserved for my liking. I prefer students who come pumped up, firing
questions on everything that doesn’t make sense to them. Peter was different. When he spoke or answered a question, all the students seemed
to agree his view was theirs too. I can’t recall how he heard of the Bible
school but he was among the first to register. He’s light skinned and for a
Sudanese, that stands you out. He’s a native of Yambio, a growing town located in
the Equatoria south west region of Southern Sudan.

Our first one-on-one encounter was forgettable, he came late
with a flimsy excuse and I reacted. But as the lessons progressed, I grow fond
of this guy. He struck me as a very thoughtful student, always speaking with
measured words and showing more interest than most by always completing reading
and written assignments. He made me feel I was succeeding with my work by sharing
his views on various topics. He converted during one of our recent meetings, but didn’t really understand
what following Jesus meant.

Four years down the road, our relationship has grown. His
last email to me recently reads:


My dear father in the Lord, I am in
Juba. I took my annual leave from April – May to visit my family in Yambio, it
was a joyous moment for me after long time without to me.

I wish we meet, so that I can at least
share with you how the Lord is so merciful to me and my family which I can’t
tell you all on the net. It is true that I didn’t know much about God and his
faithfulness and how to wait upon him. I won’t forget you in my life till I
die. I was waiting for one step to write to you.

To mention few:

1/ I am fellowshipping in Juba
Christian Center (JCC), as a sanctuary keeper. I love working with hand for the
Lord b’se he provide me the strength & heathy. We do conduct prayer at the
Ministry every Monday. I am known as Abuna [Reverend Father or Pastor] due to
my conduct (I am not boast of it b’se it isn’t my doing, I know He is the one
protecting me in everything.)

2/ Brother I didn’t know that I will
study again in my live. But He has done it for me. I had no paper, I was
unqualified to enter University. I was courageous and went back to Secondary
School. Our result was out and I passed well, now we have submitted the
admission for Sudanese Universities’ intake.

3/ My wife is very strong and
powerful in the Lord. She has more testimonies.

My God is everything I need in life.
I see my destiny bright, whatever suffer I encounter, I see it nothing. It
is for my salvation and my family that I met you.

In Love,

Peter Mazedi

Juba   

 

See his comment (No.10) in Part 1 of this blog topic. 44
students started the Bible school that year, only 6 graduated. He was one of
them.  why just 6?
 
[Wait for the surprise revelation in Pt 4]

I’d rather be barefoot with a Bible (Part 2)

It was just a day like any other during those seasons of Bible School in May 2008. We had two classes every evening. They were always full of fun, drama, jokes and sometimes hash confrontations.

A student once asked, “Uche, the Bible says the word of God is milk, is it fresh milk or yogurt?” He was very serious and sincere and wondered why I was so cracked up, laughing uncontrollably.

On this fateful day, a few first timers arrived and where warmly welcomed. But as you can guess, they all came without Bibles.

Since I always came to class with a few new copies, ready for those that come without one, I asked, “Who doesn’t have a Bible?” A few hands go up. I counted five of them.

As politely as I could, I asked; “Do you have 2 pounds? All the hands go down with lightening speed.

I paused, gathered myself together and then continued marketing.

“I have Bibles here for you, we buy them for 5 pounds and we give you at 2 pounds. That’s good business sense isn’t it?” I asked with a measured smile, hoping to provoke enough interest, lighten their moods and mine too.

“It’s just 2pounds, I’m sure you spend more than that everyday don’t you?” I gestured to the guy sitting before me. His face was blank, totally expressionless.

I went on the offensive, this time, staring directly at Anuar, one of the new comers. “You know you can sell your shoe and buy a Bible with the money and have some change?” The silence in class was deafening.

Anuar was wearing a good looking pair of sneakers. When he noticed I was still admiring them, he pulled his legs back under the chair as if hiding them from my view, or was he? Unknown to me, he was actually removing them and before I could say another word, he lifted the pair of sneakers in the air and said; “Who wants to buy?”

“How much?” I asked. 

“5 pounds!” He replied, with a rather cynical smile. I guess he thought like I did- no one here will spend that on this. But then, Kuku, another beloved disciple, grabs the shoes and instantly pays 5 pounds. Anuar gives the money to me and gets his Bible.

As I walked around the class looking for his 3 pounds change, the class was in rapturous laughter and applause. “We are trading now…” someone hollered.

It was a day to remember as I recalled with nostalgia my encounter with John in the same room few years back. What made Anuar different? I guess hunger.

One of my favorite lines is- you can’t teach hunger. It just happens and when it’s absent, it can’t be faked or forced. “When you are full, you will refuse honey, but when you are hungry, even bitter food tastes sweet.” Proverbs 27:7 The Message Bible

There’s something about genuine conversion that propels growth, which progresses according to the sacrifices a disciple makes in his quest for intimacy with His Creator. It never happens by accident.

We all choose where to channel our passions, what to spend our time and money on and all these ultimately point to where we’ll end up, doesn’t  it?. 

 More in Part 3. [Another student, Peter Mazidi has a special testimony. He was in that class of July-September 2005 with John. The progress of this pilgrim will excite you.]

I’d rather be barefoot with a Bible (Part 1)

My encounter with John, a student who started Bible
classes and discipleship lessons at our base in July 2005 will remain fresh in
my memory for a long time.

 
It was the second day of the “Bible School” as we called
it, thanks to Victory Bible Institute, Tulsa Oklahoma for letting us use their
materials; 36 of the 55 students who enrolled had arrived and I was about the
start the class when I noticed John did not have a Bible. “John where’s your
Bible?”
 “I don’t have.”
“Why?”
“I don’t have money to buy one.” He replied.
“How
much is a Bible?” I asked.
“Two thousand five hundred shillings” someone
replied (South Sudan was using Ugandan Shillings until 2007).
 
With his head
now bowed, I noticed he was wearing a very neat designer T-shirt. My quick
assessment told me it could cost eight to ten thousand shillings, approximately
$5, if bought second-hand at a “bend down boutique” (BDB). BDBs are
road-side clothes markets where mostly second-hand wears, from stockings, underwear
to designer three piece suits are heaped on the ground and buyers have to bend
over the stack to select their choice.
 
“John, you know you can sell this T-shirt and use the
money to buy yourself a good Bible and even have some change.” I said, hoping
he’d like the idea. He gently lifted his head from the table, looked me right
in the eyes with a fiery piercing stare, picking at a corner of the shirt, he
said, “sell my shirt, sell my shirt?” His face was so contorted with the
question, it made me worried.
 
Till the class ended that evening, I didn’t hear
a word from him. He never answered my questions nor contributed to the
discussions. I called John aside after class and tried to explain why selling
his shirt for a Bible was not a bad thing to do.
 
“Uche, you embarrassed me
today”, he said.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to… but I really think…”
He cut in;
“I wrote you a letter while the class was going on, but since you’ve
apologized, I won’t give it to you, I’d planned not to come here again. But it’s
ok now.” We parted peacefully.
 
Two weeks later, the class was discussing an interesting
topic on Creation and somehow contributions began to center around pain and
suffering in this beautiful world God made. One of the students fired at me,
“Uche, do you know that a few years ago and even months back, some of us here
were not wearing clothes?” “I didn’t have shoes, we stripped dead bodies of
their clothes, shoes… everything and we’d wear them until they fell off our
bodies like dead leaves. We don’t even think of washing it because it will
dissolve inside the water.”  
 
The civil
war officially ended on the first day of that year 2005. It was like lightening
had just struck me. I then understood what went on in John’s mind when I asked him to trade his precious shirt for a Bible.
 
This was John’s path to discipleship, rough and uncertain.
He left the school two weeks before graduation. But in June 2008, Anuar Kachu another
student, a native of the Nuba Mountains sold his pair of shoes on his first day at the Bible
class for $2.50 and immediately bought himself a
Bible in class and walked home bare-footed.
 
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